Allah is imprinted in my heart. I cannot forget Him, nor has He ever forgotten me. Sometimes, I become negligent of His blessings and mercy, but never will He change, for He is Allah the greatest and most-merciful. Having Allah in my heart and tongue is the greatest pleasure of this life. It is the only love, guidance, and presence that never leaves me. Allah is the only one who listens to me and answers me. He always answers my prayer in the best way. He is never too quick to judge us, but always quick in rewarding us. I love you Allah. Please make me firm in your path!

Followers

Saturday, February 23, 2013

that's me..


Sometimes when I get upset, something inside of me shuts down. I feel like I should be crying or screaming or something but I don't because I'm turned off. I go silent and don't talk very much, just looking at people. Thinking so much that I could drive myself crazy. It's the kind of upset that confuses me and makes me want to curl up and sleep it off. I stay fixed like this until the hurt runs away. Sometimes it feels like it's never going to go...
ya Rabb...help me..amiin..

ya Allah..i know you're testing me.. :)

Ya Allah, kuatkanlah hambamu ini dalam menghadapi segala dugaan dan cubaan darimu :’) Tabahkanlah hatiku, Ya Allah :’) Aminnn ~(( *Sabar. Sikit je ni T.T ))



then..someone text me..he said “He breaks you, to build you. Deprives you, to give you. This pain in your heart was created to make you yearn less for this life, and to yearn more for Jannah. Allahu Akbar...”

till then..pen off..


2 comments:

Sri iffah said...

just cry if u want..inshALLAH,it'll make u more relaxed n calmer =p abaikan grammar..haha

NurShuhada Noordin™ said...

sri iffah : i'm crying...tapi tanak depan u..i masuk bilik..kunci pintu..uhuhuhu...sembam muka dekat dekat cik ted i.uhuhu...

salam semua!

tiada kenikmatan seorang hamba yg lebih baik setelah kenikmatan islam selain kenikmatan memperoleh teman soleh,
yang bila lupa akan mengingatkan dan bila ingat ia akan membantunya... dan alangkah bahagianya orang yang dikurniakan teman yang mencintainya kerana Allah Taala.. sesungguhnya... kasihku seorang sahabat ikhlas buatmu kerana Allah s.w.t.. salam ukwahfillah..

with them.

with them.
sweet moment, Taman Hutan Lagenda Gunung Ledang. January 2014